Shutting Down... For Now
It has become incredibly apparent to me that while I want to keep this website going, at the moment I barely have the energy to exist. I'm dealing with a delicate part of the healing process, one that I've realized is going to take forever unless what I do is lay down and meditate through the hard bits which... tends to make me sleep. It's not the meditation, it's the pain relief. Ouchy go bye bye at this level means naptime.
And truthfully, I need the time to build both literary and energy reserves. The good news is that with the meditation, I am definitely building those reserves! But the literary reserves have to be put on hold. You can't lay down and meditate AND write. I can meditate in motion, but while writing isn't one I've tried yet. Supposing that's even possible (I have my doubts), it would take practice.
So, for the moment at least, I am shutting down the website. Just for the moment. Eventually I will come back to it, when I have some energy that even exists and a backlog of 6 months worth of fiction and maybe even 3 months of random blog posts that I can put in at any time.
So y'know, keep those subscriptions! But if you don't see anything for a year or two, I'm just resting, healing, and becoming. It's been my life's work these past two years. Someday I'd like to add working back into the mix regularly... but I think I need to see this out first.
See you on the socials, and be well until next I can post here. Sending love, sending light, and a wish that all may find healing and all may learn of peace.